24JUN2013

"All you have to do is be yourself and live the story that no one else can live the story of your own life... Be proud, be confident and most of all be happy."

Have you ever filled lost or forgotten? I did... big time and it was a huge mistake, it was way back when I was in high school... All my life I never thought that I would make a change. I thought that I would be still the miserable, wanna be girl before, but miracles do happen if you just put God first in your life, and I changed for the best! Back then I chose the wrong friends and friends that just want to take advantage of me. Friends that doesn't care for me or just want me to look down on myself. Luckily I still have my 8 best friends that I call my sisters. They were there for me through my worst of worst. They are just the best things that have happened to my life that I didn't regret nor taken for granted. They are my drugs, they made me laugh all the time... Although each of us have different personalties we still manage to love each other no matter what. I miss them so much and I will be seeing them very soon! 

Secondly, the man that changed my life completely, my husband. He is the extremely best thing that has come into my life. I didn't regret meeting him because I made the right decision on being with him for the rest of my life. He knows my deepest darkest secrets and still accepts me for who I am and what I have done in the past. He never ever looked down on me. He  always gives me positive thoughts. He cherished me and loved me so much and I am thankful for that. Although he is not the person that shows love and affection, he still manages to make me happy and special every single day. Even though I annoy him and make him mad all the time, he still loves me and of course he annoys and make me mad too but thats part of us showing our love for each other. haha. He treats me like a queen all the time and supports me on what I wanna do or pursue on my life. I am blessed to have found a man like him.

Lastly, my little prince, my baby boo... I was very happy when I found out I was pregnant! He was Gods greatest gift. He made me look through life in a different way. He though me how to be mature and think about other people and not just myself. I am lucky to be given a chance to be a mom, I love it and  forever will I cherish it. My baby turned my life into a very colorful and wonderful place. I always think on the brighter side when he came into our lives. His smiles and laughters is my stress reliever. My baby let me forgot about my past, and he let me show that the future is worth living for. I love you boo. :*

So these are the people that changed my whole entire life completely :)

xo Camille

1st Birthday :)

So last Friday, June 14, 2012 was my baby's first birthday. I cannot believe time flies so fast... It was just 21 months ago (if im not mistaken) that we found out that I was pregnant and we found out it was a boy. My husband and me always wanted our first born to be a boy :) This pregnancy was very unexpected but it was surely a blessing. Through 9 months I became fat and hated myself so much because I do not look like myself anymore and I look like an Ogre. haha. Well yeah I was thinking that way. I have a lot of negative thoughts on my mind and I was always not in the mood, always. Even though I was a cranky pregnant girl my husband was always there to support me and make me feel happy and special all the time. He always treats me like a princess. I am very grateful to have met a man like him and for him to be the father of my son. My son and my husband are my life. 

Anyway, a year ago our bundle of joy our son Kyrus was born :) It was my first time becoming a mother and I really have no idea how to take care of a newborn baby at that time. It is really true that even though you dont know how to take care of a baby you will learn eventually, babies are so fragile thats why I do not want to hold one before. I am a very clumsy girl so yeah. haha! Having a baby means BIG changes. He changed my life in so many ways and made me a better person on the inside. Without him maybe I would still not open my eyes to reality and I would still live in my own crappy world. I am happy that God gave us a wonderful gift and forever we will treasure it. Kyrus was a very happy baby through the months. Everyone always tells us that he was a happy baby because he smiles a lot and is very friendly to other people. Even though he is hard headed all the time I love him so much and I could not ask for more. I am happy and contented with what I have right now and no one can ever replace his place in my heart. He loves to walk all around, he does not like to be carried all the time. I don't know if its a blessing that he loves to walk so much because for me its a tough job running and running everywhere! hahaha either way I enjoy it. I just wish that you will grow into a better person and never give mommy and daddy a hard time. Stay as cute as you are right now. And always remember that whatever you wanna become and want to do or even achieve in your life, mommy and daddy will always be right here to support you. We love you baby and Happy Birthday again and many more birthdays to come!!! I hope you will read this someday baby boo :*

xoxo, mommy and daddy

3 Days til' Move IN :)

Hi friends! Finally there is only 3 days until our move in to our new apartment! I am very happy that we are moving out of where we currently live in and move onto a newly built apartment community. Happy Me! Anyway, yesterday we went to our new place and signed the lease. We will be having a blast in our new place because there are a lot of things to do, but I heard that there was an alligator spotted near the lake and no one has ever seen it again, so we need to have watchful eyes every time we are out and walking around. Scary huh? but thats what you get when you are living in florida snakes and alligators are part of the package. lol. The plus about our new place is it has a playground! We don't have to drive all the way to the playground ever again. We are also planning to get a pet doggie someday. They also have a Dog Park which is cool. I also love there pool its amazing and they said its the biggest pool apartment in all of our city area. I will be posting more pictures when we settled there already. Oh by the way, Look at what I wore on that day :)

H&M crop top - Pacsun BodyCon Skirt - Cotton On Sandals - Michael Kors Watch

For details about my outfit, my top is from H&M but originally its from Poshmark I got it brand new with tags still attached to it. It was an awesome deal too from my favorite seller. I like the cute bird print on it. The top is not sheer too so its better. I actually don't like crop top because I have a huge cute belly hahaha! and stretch mark that I got from giving birth. :)) Oh well I still adore and love myself despite my imperfections. Nobody's perfect so its okay. My Pacsun body con skirt is  cute too, I love the bright orange color perfect for spring and summer. Its a very versatile piece that should be included on your wardrobe. Im loving my watch because I receive tons of compliments when I an wearing it.  They say its very unique and beautiful. I love that it has two tone colors and its very perfect to any style you want to wear. And lastly, my sandals that I got from Cotton On. I love how its the color brown and the straps are stretchable. Its very cute and again I can wear it with. Thats it :) I hope you had a fun filled and awesome day ahead! Take Care.

xo, Camille

Navy Blue

- Gucci Sunglasses - Cotton On Top - Forever 21 Belt, Skirt and Oxfords - Rebecca Minkoff Mini Mac - Jewelmint Bracelet - Michael Kors Watch -

Hey loves! Im currently using my iPhone for this blog post... Its my first time using the Blogger App :) I have no idea what this will actually look like online... I am too lazy to use the laptop sooo we will see! Anyway today the usual we went to church this morning. It was very gloomy and HOT, which made me ver cranky the whole entire day! Ugh! I just hate the hot weather! Even though it was almost night time at the park it was still hot! Plus, I hate the top that Im wearing it was comfy enough but the design on the shoulder made me very itchy! Haha! I thinks its called beads??? Or something else because I know beads are the bulky ones but this were flat... We also went to TJMAXX today and I scored great deal on some items! :) Im very happy!!! We also went to a chinese buffet restaurant but ugh there food was horrible! Not horibble dirty instead it was not tasty! I am never coming back! I also hate the staff I asked if they have a changing table inside their bathrooms and they said they have one an when I went there, i have seen none!!!!!!! I ended up going to the car which was sooooo hot just to change diapers! Actually they started my mood to be cranky! Enough with the rambling... Sorry! Soooo Sugardreams and see you in Dreamland!! :*